28.12

there is no need for a desperate escape from loneliness.
this year i lost the one who was my heart. and some friends whom i treasured. i needed to be in silence and not all understood it.
but just because someone is alone and aching, someone isn’t in need of a relationship to fix it.
my heart belongs to sky.
for the time being i hardly talk to anyone except my cousin and parents, children, and some colleagues because work requires it.
and it’s ok. i’ve stopped blaming myself for who i am and how i cope with grief.
those who understand, understand. and i’m deeply grateful to them.

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